A Start of A New Life

According to Flora Whittmore, "The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live."

As a day ends, we are closing a chapter in our life to get ready to fill the following pages of my stiry book of my next adventures.

It's really frustrating if we see that what we have left behind should have been the path we have taken. Well we can do nothing about it. We just have to face what lies ahead and make sure that our next steps would be something worth continuing.

I'm done with my college as a nursing student. Just took the board exams, and now still waiting for the result. But every single day, I can't help myself asking if I really made the right decision to continue, but ofcourse it's permanent so I can do nothing about it. And since I'm done with the board exam, what's bugging my mind now is what will happen next? Should I study again? Should I pursue my nursing career? or should I look for another job that fits me well? Well I'm still trying to figure out the answer.

I told myself that if i make it good at the boards well, I should probably proceed with my nursing career since even if I don't like it, I never really had a hard time with it unlike other nursing students. However, if I am not of enough luck and does not make it to a nice grade or even fail the exam, I really have to look for other nice job that gives a well compensation or, I should even study again on any computer related course since it's my passion.

I'm not gettin' any younger so I really have to make quick decisions. Obviously, I'm quite not sure with what lies ahead. All I know is that I'm having a new life, I'm starting to write the story of my life on the following pages of my story book.

"Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us" that is according to John Mitchell.Well, I'm the master of ambitions. I won't get tired dreaming of great wealth, power and everything. I'll always be positive and my desire to help my love ones my friends and other people will continue no matter what happens. I'll choose the right path, I'll close my door at the right time and I'll enter a new one with full caution.

Getting Ready for the Last Phase

Getting ready for the march, waiting for the diploma, and concentrating for tons of examinations. Those are the usual thoughts of a graduating nursing student.

It's just this day that I have realized that I'm now entering the last phase of my nursing student life. And if not really for the final exam last semester and the orientation for the coming sem that I won't be able to realize how i took everything for granted and took easy on things. Maybe those were just wake up calls for me to start accepting the fact that I have no other choice but to continue with the field I entered.

I should really prepare myself for the intensive phase, my final shot and my saving punch. I really don't know how will I push myself. Yeah I still haven't reach my limit but I really don't have any idea how to reach it and I don't have the drive either.

But still, I'm hoping that I will savor the success of my four years of struggle without any delays.

Final Exams

Tomorrow will be the start of our final examinations. It will be tough I think since we've had a lot to cover. Medical Surgical, Pediatric, Communicable Disease and Psychiatric Nursing.

Until now, I wasn't able to finish most of the topics. I don't know how will I survive tomorrow but I've got my confidence to back me up if my pool of stock knowledge won't be able to help me out.

Medical Surgical exam i think will be the toughest, I've got to master ECG tracing which seems to be hard. CPR ohh, don't have to read it again, I know enough about it hehehhe....

After these exams, I have to deal with my hospital duties, it will be the last semester for my nursing internship. Hope everything goes well tomorrow even if I won't be able to study everything.